I haven't been on in so long i thought i was doing very well. I was dx'd with ADHD and started continuous birthcontrol and adderal. Together they alleviated my depression symptoms along with everything else so much. To find myself in a hole a again is unbearable. Id gone so long without a depressive episode i thought i was finally through and damn near forgot what it was like.
My motivation is gone. Food and interests dont appeal to me. I dont want to be at work or around ppl or hold up a conversation. I struggle to meet my own needs and i can function a bit when i take my adhd meds but its not the same.
I most likely need the dose ajusted and i should have noticed, it didnt happen all at once. I just came to realize how deep a hole its getting. I have a psychologist and i often fear bringing these things up because they may change my medication altogether and i dislike the change and i dont have the strength to argue with my insurance.
I didn't really have anyone else to vent this to. I often find these concerns a bother to my loved ones. They often do not understand.
My motivation is gone. Food and interests dont appeal to me. I dont want to be at work or around ppl or hold up a conversation. I struggle to meet my own needs and i can function a bit when i take my adhd meds but its not the same.
I most likely need the dose ajusted and i should have noticed, it didnt happen all at once. I just came to realize how deep a hole its getting. I have a psychologist and i often fear bringing these things up because they may change my medication altogether and i dislike the change and i dont have the strength to argue with my insurance.
I didn't really have anyone else to vent this to. I often find these concerns a bother to my loved ones. They often do not understand.
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