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Over the past year and a couple months, this has become like an awesome place for me to come and interact with people with the same interests as me and thats gambling. Like 3 weeks ago, for a couple weeks there I was on fire, hitting pretty much everything I played, and then for like 4 to 5 days in a row i think i hit something like 2 of my last 15 plays and I cant afford that. I cannot afford to keep losing like I've been losing lately and just "hope" that it turns around and I start a hot streak again. I really cant pick winners lately and thats a problem. on Saturday I pick all home teams with good pitchers, didnt hit anything but Clemens who was -280 favorites. On Sunday, made some personal plays and bet the Orioles and Cleveland. Lost both of those plays for a few hundred bucks each. I just dont get it sometimes, I mean I understand the fact that I win some games that I shouldnt and it feels great at the time, but when you lose some games that you shouldnt, it hurts, it really does. How does it make any sense that Erik Bedard loses to the Colorado Rockies at home? How does it make sense that stupid Freddie Bynum misses a routine fly ball to center field to cost two runs that might have changed the game around. Colorado ended up winning 6-1 but you never know, shit like that changes the game, I know it does. Im a pitcher, i've been pitching my whole entire life. Errors bring down a team and sometimes for the length of the game. Its tough to pick up a team when errors occur. I KNOW from being a pitcher, your pitching your heart out and theres nothing you can do about the defense behind you. Then the Cleveland Indians, one of the best offensive teams in freakin baseball, no runs through 12 innings, are you joking? Aaron Harang pitched like he was CY Young, and the Cincinatti defense didnt make ONE error the entire game. CC Sabathia pitched 9 innings, shoutout. They could not score a freakin run off the Red's bullpen EVEN when Mike Stanton loaded the bases. TO me, this shows me that something is not right and it's a sign saying that i've got to stop. I get stressed out because of games, I have a fiance and I would hate to let this ruin everything I have with her, I have a job that I love and I find myself taking time away from my job that I love to work on capping and trying to pick winners because I have an "addiction" to gambling. I feel like I always have to play games every night. That is a problem and I know. You know we all do it for fun, but when it becomes a financial problem and you're really not winning at least as much as your losing, it's not worth it to keep trying. It's not worth me taking out loans for it to "come around" again. I know they say you lose and then you come back and win, but for real, I feel like I can't determine any baseball game anymore. I really dont. There's no such thing as home field advantage anymore in baseball, you pick a home team, they lose, you pick a road team they lose.
I'm not leaving for good, but im doing this for myself in that I'm going to take a little break from posting picks. I'll come on every once and a while and wish luck to those i've become aquainted to, but I don't feel like posting losers and losing more money because that is all I seem to be doing lately. I've finished the season about EVEN money which im happy about, but I was up some 30 units before this downfall happened. I just can't do it folks. I love each and every one of you and wish you all the best of luck in the rest of the baseball season and If I feel my luck get any better, i'll come back and post some more plays. I appreciate everyone's good luck wishes over the past almost year and a half and appreciate all the nice comments in the past from Chado, Wayne, BC, Spark, Kaptain and really everyone! You all will be missed and I will catch up with ya'll soon! See ya!
Over the past year and a couple months, this has become like an awesome place for me to come and interact with people with the same interests as me and thats gambling. Like 3 weeks ago, for a couple weeks there I was on fire, hitting pretty much everything I played, and then for like 4 to 5 days in a row i think i hit something like 2 of my last 15 plays and I cant afford that. I cannot afford to keep losing like I've been losing lately and just "hope" that it turns around and I start a hot streak again. I really cant pick winners lately and thats a problem. on Saturday I pick all home teams with good pitchers, didnt hit anything but Clemens who was -280 favorites. On Sunday, made some personal plays and bet the Orioles and Cleveland. Lost both of those plays for a few hundred bucks each. I just dont get it sometimes, I mean I understand the fact that I win some games that I shouldnt and it feels great at the time, but when you lose some games that you shouldnt, it hurts, it really does. How does it make any sense that Erik Bedard loses to the Colorado Rockies at home? How does it make sense that stupid Freddie Bynum misses a routine fly ball to center field to cost two runs that might have changed the game around. Colorado ended up winning 6-1 but you never know, shit like that changes the game, I know it does. Im a pitcher, i've been pitching my whole entire life. Errors bring down a team and sometimes for the length of the game. Its tough to pick up a team when errors occur. I KNOW from being a pitcher, your pitching your heart out and theres nothing you can do about the defense behind you. Then the Cleveland Indians, one of the best offensive teams in freakin baseball, no runs through 12 innings, are you joking? Aaron Harang pitched like he was CY Young, and the Cincinatti defense didnt make ONE error the entire game. CC Sabathia pitched 9 innings, shoutout. They could not score a freakin run off the Red's bullpen EVEN when Mike Stanton loaded the bases. TO me, this shows me that something is not right and it's a sign saying that i've got to stop. I get stressed out because of games, I have a fiance and I would hate to let this ruin everything I have with her, I have a job that I love and I find myself taking time away from my job that I love to work on capping and trying to pick winners because I have an "addiction" to gambling. I feel like I always have to play games every night. That is a problem and I know. You know we all do it for fun, but when it becomes a financial problem and you're really not winning at least as much as your losing, it's not worth it to keep trying. It's not worth me taking out loans for it to "come around" again. I know they say you lose and then you come back and win, but for real, I feel like I can't determine any baseball game anymore. I really dont. There's no such thing as home field advantage anymore in baseball, you pick a home team, they lose, you pick a road team they lose.
I'm not leaving for good, but im doing this for myself in that I'm going to take a little break from posting picks. I'll come on every once and a while and wish luck to those i've become aquainted to, but I don't feel like posting losers and losing more money because that is all I seem to be doing lately. I've finished the season about EVEN money which im happy about, but I was up some 30 units before this downfall happened. I just can't do it folks. I love each and every one of you and wish you all the best of luck in the rest of the baseball season and If I feel my luck get any better, i'll come back and post some more plays. I appreciate everyone's good luck wishes over the past almost year and a half and appreciate all the nice comments in the past from Chado, Wayne, BC, Spark, Kaptain and really everyone! You all will be missed and I will catch up with ya'll soon! See ya!
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